The Road To Heck?

For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do... I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God's law; but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death?

i am pushed on by my desire to do good and yet haunted and tormented by the fact that my intentions so often fail.

I'm Sick

My tummy hurts and I am feeling really run down. Please feel bad for me and send me sympathy.

The Girl from Sao Paulo

I am amazed by my consistent ability to be attracted to unavailable women. I am always pining.

Tonight I am in a group of single people from my Church around LA and the one girl that I think is really cute has just started coming out to Church and lives in Sao Paulo, Brazil. So leave it to me to find the only girl in the room who is doubly unavailable attractive. Oh well É a vida (C'est la vie).

Sleepocalypse

I am so tired. I have slept 7.5 hours in the last two days that is including a brief nap on Tuesday morning before work. Then all non-sleeping time has been on the go. Other than that brief I have been either working or studying the Bible. It has been a bit insane. I know that God give sleep to those he loves so either he hates me or he is setting me up to really enjoy the gift of sleep.

The First Day Back at My Old Life

So I am sitting here in the office. Lousing my soul. Being drained by the environment. But at the same time being challenged and spurred on. I am a reluctant hunter. Wanting to eat but not wanting to kill. Well the odyssey continues.

My Bloging Record

I am super excited I beat my August record for blog posts handily. I went on a road trip in August and bloged from the road and still only posted to MWH 10 times. In the month of November I posted 17 times. Which is a 70% increase. So all you readers out there got so much more for your money in November. Hopefully this will keep up and I can reach the point of daily posting. Now only if I could acomplish this on Pedia Digest.

Beards

I was at a bar last night watching a show. I am really glad i jumped on the beard bandwagon when i did. It seems like beards are becoming super popular. Fortunately for me I was a day or two ahead of the crowd.