I Feel Like I Have Been Transported to Another World

I feel like i have been transported too another world. There are a whole host of reasons. I just got done hanging out with my friend Lauren. I just got done watching American Gangster. I haven't been home since not being home since 5:55(which was 16 hours ago.Then there is the fact that I have been losing weight and a lot of people complemented me on how I look today. Plus I kind of feel like I am hot. Then there is the fact that the San Fernando Valley is my true home.

My Hidden Self

Today I cleaned my bathroom for the first time in 7 months. I know I am a pig. That is really was this post is about. A lot of what I do in life is trying to cover up my disgusting qualities. I shower so I don't smell but if I am not going to leave the house I won't shower. I clean my car so that the people who will be driving around with me wont see what a messy guy I am. I think many people do this but on the other hand I figure no one will be going into my bathroom since my house also has a downstairs bathroom so I have never cleaned it. My room has been very close several times to being clean and organized but never quite made it in the 7 months I have been living here. Sure it was very nice and organized until i finished mioving all my junk in. Since then it has bared no resemblance to the room I moved into which was fully furnished so there should really be a lot of similarities.

I have been trying t change who I am. I have many lofty goals, which I am hoping will help me to no longer live this secret life of disgustingness. Well I can use your prayers, because if my bathroom is an indication of who I really am I need to change a lot.

Stalking Utah

So I was reading this random Mormon guys blog today. It is really crazy how much you can know about people you have never met. I feel like I have been stalking the state of Utah lately.

Franticly Working...

Well I guess I wouldn't be bloging if that was true. But I have finally switched into gear when it comes to selling cellphone accessories. I was laying all this ground work to sell cellphone accessories and have kind of dabbled in it.

Though there have been certain things (laziness and not having a fax line or a website) have prevented it from being an authentic business. Sure I would tell people I run my own business and I have sold a few thousand dollars worth of accessories of the past few moths but it has not been enough to get by and those where mainly lucky deals. Now I have an Efax number and a website but will I be able to overcome the greatest of obstacles laziness?

So I went on this Great Date

I was kind stressed out trying to figure out how to get to the San Fernando Valley. Then I was stressed trying to figure out how to meet up with my double and his date. Plus I was a little worried about money so really from 5:30 to 6:30 was very stressful. But as my date started I prayed and right as I finished praying the light on my car wouldn't work and I calmly asked my date if she could drive and everything kind of worked out from there on.

Crazy Starbucks Exaushtion

I have been crazy tired from working at Starbucks this week. I have wanted to sleep for hours on end and even when I awaken I am still Physically worn out. I am fearing that the "Bucks" might be a young mans game. Though it maybe that I am wearing the wrong shoes to work. We will see next week.

Starbucks

I started working part time at Starbucks. It is a pretty fun job. Though it can take a lot out of you. What I really love is the culture of making people happy. Like today I greeted a customer and asked how she was doing and responded that I didn't really want to know. So I told her it seemed like she was having a bad day and needed a free sample of something. She thought I was joking but I had here pick a pastry out and gave her a sample. Then I gave some free samples to other people and it really cheered every one up to get even a little something free. So it is kind of a cool job. You would think that a big corporation like Starbucks would frown on that but the encourage us to sample things for the customers and give legendary service.