I weigh 283 lbs

i weigh 283 lbs my back is aching and has been aching for a month and a half but i put my Ipod on shuffle and the first song is here comes your man so i know everything is going to work out.

I went to the hollywood

I went to the Hollywood forever cemetery last night to watch the movie rebel without a cause. It is a place where show biz luminaries are buried. They screen old movies on one of the walls of the cemetery. We saw Rebel With out a Cause . It was amazing t he cemetery also seemed like the perfect place to watch this James Dean classic.

A Random Night in Echo Park

I was going through some family stuff yesterday so I had to drive down to Chinatown to help out my Mom. Then after that my buddy Charles and I decided to go get Pho. Yeah I know most people in Chinatown would want Chinese food but Charles and I are phonatics.

We decide to drive over to buy the Court House to get Pho at this place he went when he was on jury duty. Though they where closed, so the siren call of Echo Park drew us near for a while we randomly drove around Echo Park until we saw a starbucks and we figured we could use the Hot Spot to locate a Pho restaurant.

We get to the Starbuck and it turns out that it is inside a Laundry mat it was the craziest thing. Especially because it wasn't a franchise like you see in grocery stores it was a corporate Starbucks. They had the Hot Spot and every thing. The tiles on the floor around the bar and the chairs were even different from the floor in the rest of the laundry mat.

On the way to The International Youth Minstry Conference ( My Time in Phili)

It was a pretty good flight from Boston to Philadelphia. Though my goal had been to sleep the whole way, but after sleeping for a little while I got really uncomfortable and my body was freaking out trying to get comfortable enough to get back to sleep. Though I probably got 3 hours of sleep on the plane.

It was crazy landing in Philidelphia at 6am eastern time. We ate dinner in Pheonix at around 9:00 pm pacific time and then we get off the plane at 3am pacific and we where every torn over wheater we should or not we should eat again. It seemed like breakfast time it was sunny out the clock said 6:30, but physically it was really only 3am.

On the way to The International Youth Minstry Conference (I am in Pheonix)

I am on way way to Boston, for the IYMC. I am so excited, it should be amazing. I am going to learn about God, and how to help the Teens in my youth group and eat Boston clam chowder and this pizza (yeah that what I'm saying) that my coworker told me about.

I am also going to try to got thrifting so I can get scarf. It is going to be in the 50's which I believe is like negative 40 by SoCal standards so I feel I won't truly be in Boston until I have one. Plus any clothing I get there when I get back I can tell people I got it in Boston which just sounds awesome. It's no I got it in Germany but few things are.
The only problem is flight is going to be a crazy. I have only taken one of the 3 flights i need to take. The first flight left LA at 6:00 and took me to Phoenix then we then leave at 11:45 to fly to Philadelphia. The Flight from Phili to Boston leaves at 7:00 am which is 4am LA time. I am a worried that I will be super tired trying to get to that flight. Plus tired all day tomorrow but my goal is to be as awake as possible all day tomorrow so I can get on the vibe of the trip.

The first day of my new life again?

Well I am going to make losing weight my mission again. It was so hard getting up to go to the gym this morning, because my back had been hurting since yesterday. I think I hurt it by pigging out on pizza on Friday and Saturday. I ate 3 pieces of pizza and 10 taquitos for dinner on Friday night. Then had a couple of pieces for breakfast Saturday. Then I went to watch a foot ball game at Tom's house his wife made sandwiches so I had a one with a salad, then went home and had 3 or 4 more pieces and a few more taquitos.

I was so full afterwards and may join FA( Food Addicts Anonymous), it was really crazy how much I ate this weekend.

Since my back hurting so much I almost couldn't walk it was really hard to force myself to go to the gym. I almost couldn't put my shoes on because it was hard to bend towards my shoes. I ended up arriving 15 or 20 minutes late. Frank had created a work out plan and I worked out for a little over an hour..

I ran for 15 minutes and then lifted weights for a little under an hour. It was pretty good. Then I had two hard boiled eggs for breakfast. Then a chicken sandwich with out the bread and a salad for lunch.

So I am doing alright from so far since it has only been one day.

I haven't done it

It has been months since I decided it was the last day of my old life. I am just as fat as ever I have not lost any weight.